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I feel like my current life is made up of late nights and words, so many words, words from me to everyone and everything. Some of those words are mine, some are on order, some are spoken, most are written...

I'm tired, so tired, so tired. Not of words themselves, but of the currents they form: articles and more articles on demand, whoring out my writing for a little more money, learning how to talk about anything and nothing. It's neither good nor bad; words, my words at least, are amoral. It's simply routine, acquired skill of the words of journalists. Not tiring until they are coupled with the rest: words for my friends, words for my penpals, words for my family, words for my partners, defending words, requesting words, careful words, carefree words. Unformed words lurking in the vision of future that is my dissertation and translation, my opus magnum, and the words screamed and sobbed into starless nights by ones who demand existence on paper when they were never allowed to live otherwise because I took their place. My being is made of ink.

Words used to be heavy, words carried worlds with them. But now there are too many of them, and they turn from ideas to markers in my hands. It's not wrong, it's not sad, it simply is--exhausting. Too many words.

Won't somebody share their silence with me?
  • Listening to: clock ticking
  • Watching: Star Trek Voyager

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Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
Czech Republic
ISTJ, degree in philosophy, works with books, lives on books. Cat lady in training, bookworm, gamer, daydreamer, F1. Cake is better than sex.

Current Residence: Ostrava
Favourite cartoon character: Watari Yutaka
Personal Quote: It's about the journey, not the destination.
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Spiritofdarkness Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2017
:wave: rvmp    thank you very much for the  +fav    la-chase by KitLightning
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warrion Featured By Owner Edited Jan 25, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
you're welcome! :)
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Rhelna Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Happy early birthday! I'm saying it now just in case I'm not online later on. I hope you have a great day!
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warrion Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much! I honestly forgot I still had the date displayed on some sites, so this made me super happy :)
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Rhelna Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
No worries! Hope you had a good day! :salute: 
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punkbot08 Featured By Owner May 8, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thx for the fav
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suishouyuki Featured By Owner May 6, 2016  Student
Hi there! Thanks for the watch! Neko Emoji-37 (Yay) [V2] 
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warrion Featured By Owner May 6, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Haha, you're welcome :)
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AbyssAfire Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the favorite!
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warrion Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome ^^
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